there really, really isnt....
so its a new year...the big 2009 hmm, only one more year to go till im 18 [i dont care what anyone says...i am NOT looking forward to it]
anyway, the last four days have been.....interesting. since New Years eve ive been stuck in yeovil with my grandparents, normally not a problem....but FOUR DAYS!!!
by the end of my stay i was ready to commit vehicular manslaughter...[now..if only i had a car Hmmmmmm]
my Nan wasnt a problem, she keeps to herself mostly, doing what needs to be done without saying anything, but every little task my Grandad did had a running commentary and excuses for when it went wrong. im used to this by now, its always been the same since like...i was a foetus [hehe foetus] but it gets a bit annoying WHEN IM IN ANOTHER ROOM!
im not even kidding.
ah well. it was good to get away from everything, at least for a little while although i must me honest...i missed M
thats another thing that has happened. i finally plucked up the courage to walk out on J. i cant belive how much power he actually held over me, i feel completely different now im not stuck. but ive met another guy, M. its taken me a long time to open up but im healing and im starting to trust him not to hurt me and i was surprised at just how much i did miss him...hmmm....
right, enough of the serious stuff. Steve is staying with us for a bit which means mum is euforically happy. its both sweet and sickening at the same time. but sickening as in...too much sugar hehe. shes acting like a giggly 17 year old, and i should know, im surrounded by them lol. its good to see her so happy again. i cant remember the last time i saw her smile so....bright.
ah well, i spose i better stop rambling soon...otherwise its going to look like i dont have a life [actually i dont, but thats not the point lol]
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