soooooo...its been a while :/
i guess things have been a little hectic recently. although ask me on any particular day and i'll tell you i have nothing to do tehe.
things havent really been that different. me and J are still seperate, barely talking to each other recently which has GOT to be a good thing...right? M fell through...i lost internet for a month and the first time i log back on he turns round and tells me..."Sorry, i met someone...."
yeeeeeah....fanks!
R got a fella, although things are looking a bit tense =S hmmm
well, im sat in my normal spot in Beech Corridor. . .staring at the recycling bins and listening to the sweet sound of C eating lunch...errrr...yeah xD oh and i need to mention L before he hates me forever...XD
its only something like 63 days till christmas...this would be good...if money wasnt such an issue right now.....:/
P and V are here!!! my gorgeous wifeys!!
i better go and let P have her laptop back before she bans me from using it D:
Stars, Hearts and Kisses
Kat
xxxxx
Thursday, 22 October 2009
Sunday, 4 January 2009
theres no place like home...
there really, really isnt....
so its a new year...the big 2009 hmm, only one more year to go till im 18 [i dont care what anyone says...i am NOT looking forward to it]
anyway, the last four days have been.....interesting. since New Years eve ive been stuck in yeovil with my grandparents, normally not a problem....but FOUR DAYS!!!
by the end of my stay i was ready to commit vehicular manslaughter...[now..if only i had a car Hmmmmmm]
my Nan wasnt a problem, she keeps to herself mostly, doing what needs to be done without saying anything, but every little task my Grandad did had a running commentary and excuses for when it went wrong. im used to this by now, its always been the same since like...i was a foetus [hehe foetus] but it gets a bit annoying WHEN IM IN ANOTHER ROOM!
im not even kidding.
ah well. it was good to get away from everything, at least for a little while although i must me honest...i missed M
thats another thing that has happened. i finally plucked up the courage to walk out on J. i cant belive how much power he actually held over me, i feel completely different now im not stuck. but ive met another guy, M. its taken me a long time to open up but im healing and im starting to trust him not to hurt me and i was surprised at just how much i did miss him...hmmm....
right, enough of the serious stuff. Steve is staying with us for a bit which means mum is euforically happy. its both sweet and sickening at the same time. but sickening as in...too much sugar hehe. shes acting like a giggly 17 year old, and i should know, im surrounded by them lol. its good to see her so happy again. i cant remember the last time i saw her smile so....bright.
ah well, i spose i better stop rambling soon...otherwise its going to look like i dont have a life [actually i dont, but thats not the point lol]
so its a new year...the big 2009 hmm, only one more year to go till im 18 [i dont care what anyone says...i am NOT looking forward to it]
anyway, the last four days have been.....interesting. since New Years eve ive been stuck in yeovil with my grandparents, normally not a problem....but FOUR DAYS!!!
by the end of my stay i was ready to commit vehicular manslaughter...[now..if only i had a car Hmmmmmm]
my Nan wasnt a problem, she keeps to herself mostly, doing what needs to be done without saying anything, but every little task my Grandad did had a running commentary and excuses for when it went wrong. im used to this by now, its always been the same since like...i was a foetus [hehe foetus] but it gets a bit annoying WHEN IM IN ANOTHER ROOM!
im not even kidding.
ah well. it was good to get away from everything, at least for a little while although i must me honest...i missed M
thats another thing that has happened. i finally plucked up the courage to walk out on J. i cant belive how much power he actually held over me, i feel completely different now im not stuck. but ive met another guy, M. its taken me a long time to open up but im healing and im starting to trust him not to hurt me and i was surprised at just how much i did miss him...hmmm....
right, enough of the serious stuff. Steve is staying with us for a bit which means mum is euforically happy. its both sweet and sickening at the same time. but sickening as in...too much sugar hehe. shes acting like a giggly 17 year old, and i should know, im surrounded by them lol. its good to see her so happy again. i cant remember the last time i saw her smile so....bright.
ah well, i spose i better stop rambling soon...otherwise its going to look like i dont have a life [actually i dont, but thats not the point lol]
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